8 Nov 2018
Soon, I will be stepping in an unfamiliar grounds.
Possibly moving to Australia
Quitting work, becoming a student
Becoming someone’s wife
Results of all these all together are
I will not have my friends around me
I will not have financial freedom yet
I will lose my ability to spend on travels and lessons.
I will have to stay still.
This is an opportunity for me to meet new friends
I will have another degree that will be beneficial for me when I apply for work next time.
I will, hopefully, earn more in the future
More qualification for me
Will be with the kindest guy I’ve ever met every day.
Everything is scary. I don’t know if giving up this comfortable life of mine is a good decision. I am giving my life a huge shake, topsy and turvy. Decisions like these makeup life. T isn’t scared, I shouldn’t be. Right?
My goals in life sound simple but the requirements for me to achieve them are very long and it requires every small step I take every day.
I want to be able to be with T despite differences. I want to be able to learn something new every day. I want to be able to travel at least 50% of the world and take my loved ones in the process. I want to always have a healthy body because I want to be able to run one ultramarathon 100km or above once in this lifetime.
I’m on the plane now Scooting towards T’s arms. His hugs can make me feel comfortable and less scared.
In the meantime, I am enjoying my life’s simple pleasures…. Sunsets before landing.