Things haven’t been going according to my plans. From being dropped by a person I thought could be the…., jobs opportunities almost there, contract signed, accepted and all but processes weren’t in agreement to these. A reason seemed to be blocking my way from leaving this current state of mine. Only God knows.

Yes. It feels lonely at times. Seeing people come and go just like that makes me feel that I am being left out for reasons I couldn’t comprehend just yet! I really want to know!

Good thing, I still am blessed with the ability to motivate myself into doing things, that I love to do despite this undeniable pain!

Thy will be done! In the meantime, I’ll work on myself!

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I submitted a Leave of Absence letter to St. Gerard’s Choir today. I will still serve, though, in my own  little way.