Graced with another year.=)
Another fruitful year have passed. I am happy despite I still wasn’t able to do one of my
goals which was to perform.
Last year, like many of my birthdays, I went back home to celebrate it. This year, I decided I would just stay here to celebrate, and that was what I did. I am truly blessed with great friends.
I sometimes forget that the world does not revolve around me. Like the other day, I was so pissed with one of my patients who came 1 hour late for their appointment. I still took them in though. I was telling the mum off about being on time for appointments and then I asked her, “what was her appointment before here?”, mum said “follow up for her cancer, we are here 2x a week for assessments these past few months.”
Yeah, cancer. I was so upset because of an hour of delay while this child is trying to fight cancer. I felt so guilty after that. Next time, I have to ask the reason first before getting so-negatively affected by this sort of small things.
It has been a year already since I ‘met’ this person and so far, everything is going well. Everything is just “right” for me. This kind of “relationship” is making more matured than ever. This is so cool. I feel like a 34year old woman, not 12. I feel blessed that I swiped my way into this thing (if you know what I mean).