Every time I am caught in an accident or mishaps, someone would always stand up to help me through it. Most of the time they’re my friends but a couple of times, they were random strangers who just right then and there decided to offer their hands. I am lucky and for that, I am grateful!

When things arise and when it’s my chance to give back and help, I sometimes hesitate. Questions like , Will they accept? Is it socially acceptable in this group? Does he/she have other people around to help her/him? Will I be able to do the correct thing? And sometimes, I end up buried under all these questions that it would take time for me to come back up and volunteer my hand. Sometimes, I end up offering late. That makes me feel really bad!

I am feeling bad now because a while ago, there was an oppurtunity for me to help but I didn’t grab it! I really wanna give back but fear always sets in! Ugh! I hate the feeling!