How can I be lost in a familiar space?
Immersed into the unknown,
with the company of everyone else?
Walking in the dessert sand,
while the trees are blooming on the sides?
Absorbed in anger while surrounded by laughter?
I don’t understand,
how can I get lost in translation,when around me is pleasingly known to me?
In front of me are people mysterious, I can’t identify,
only, I’ve been in this post for a decade?
The scent I used to be addicted with,
turned into a gaseous poison, I can almost taste it.
It kills my spirit.
The conversations I used to enjoy,
in an instant felt like a prayer while I am being buried to my grave?
Formidable force dragging me down…slowly!
My mind is chaotic, while my world is still.
Despite earthly comforts, inside me is needing..
Vulnerable, Naked, Alone!