As soon as I came out of the mall, rain started to fall. Most people believe that when it rains during an occasion or celebration, it would mean more blessings; some, however, believes that the heaven is crying and it’s not a good sign. Last night, I wondered, did I make the right decision?
I started to finally plunge into the unknown and said yes to a life changing opportunity that will require me leave my second (beloved) home where my friends (who treated me like family) are. Was that a right decision? I don’t know for sure but the decision made me feel human again, excited with a small pinch of loneliness, fear and more excitement.
It’s the first time, since a very long while, that I wake up very early, smiling and excited, it must be something good and since I woke up early and I have so much time to spare before I’d prepare to head to work, I started composing this entry.
My plan til that day;
– Get merged completely to the hassles and bustles of Singapore
– Learn more about Singapore (and Indonesia)
– Study cochlear implant
– Teach my newest colleague, so that turn over will be easier if I get accepted
– Learn Bahasa Indonesia
– HUG MY PATIENTS, friends AND COLLEAGUES. Only God knows how much I LOVE MY PATIENTS.
Don’t get me wrong, last night, I only agreed to apply…I am not even accepted yet but I already feel this way! hay
By the way, there are two things that would make me not do this, I told them, (1) If I don’t get accepted. (2) Love life in Singapore.=D