Comfort leads to boredom.
Boredom leads to purposelessness.
Purposelessness leads to lack of self-worth.
Well, to some, it may not be the case, but it is for me. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I’m not grateful for the comfortable life I am currently living. It’s just that, I know I can be of better use to another community. I have a feeling I can do something better, something that can benefit more people.
I relish the comforts of my life, my current location, my job, my hobbies but recently, there’s this tiny inkling that constantly bugs me every waking hours of my life. It feels like I can’t ignore it anymore. I don’t want to live a life thinking “what could have happened if I listened to that inkling”. I want to know. I want to do. I want to experience the unknown.
So it’s a battle between comfort and the unknown. What can make me happier? I don’t know.