recently, been missing the old times badly….simple things i used to have. My ideals messed up with the actual things that i had.

Just like;

Ideally, couples in a relationship should be “together” most of the time. – He wasn’t with me, but every available time he had, he would spend time to talk, sms me, call me. from sunrise to sunset –

Ideally, someone in a relationship shouldn’t be flirting around and being overly close to the someone of opposite gender. It was confusing. What was the difference of me, his gf, and those girls he was flirting with? Both parties got the same treatment – He was friendly to women, to men, to my family, my friends, my girlfriends. he was just like that, he loves people, and thats supposed to be a good quality –

Ideally, he should be enjoying my company everytime we had a chance. – But we enjoyed different things. It was something we could both solve, if only we thought about it. We could have looked for some activity we both enjoy, so we both could share that activity. We never bothered to solve it, we were blinded by that fact and turned bitter about it. I thought he didnt enjoy being with me, he thought I was demanding, when all i wanted was to be with him –

Ideally, i shouldn’t miss him anymore but unfortunately i still do, badly!!