To the one that got away….

You broke my heart many times, despite that; I still tried my best to understand.

Often times, after you made mistakes and made me cry, you would just send me flowers or material things thinking that the pain could just easily go away.

I broke up with you hoping that you would realize that I’m worth more of your time and love; that you loved me more than anything or anyone else, but it didn’t happen….

Maybe I expected too much as you always tell me. Maybe I did. Instead of realizing all these, you found someone new. It pains me to know about this but I think I can accept it. Its been more than a year already and its about time for you to be happy. I love you so much that I don’t want to see you unhappy.

If being with her is easier, coz she can be with you all the time and she can understand you far better than what I can do for you, then, so be it. But while you are with someone else, you will still be in my heart. My love for you never ended despite our “relationship” has ended.

I wished you loved me back, that’s all I ever wanted from you, that’s actually all I ever wanted. First time I ever wanted something which I could not have.

From all these, maybe I learned one thing, to love UNCONDITIONALLY.I still love you. And I’m not sure, if I’m still capable of loving like this in the future…..

About Miss_Pia

Neurotic Health-care Professional who enjoys sleeping, running, reading, introspecting, pole art and exploring new things and sometimes, places!
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