How? How could this be possible? I’m starting to smile for no reason. Just thinking of this “one thing”, dreaming of this “one thing”…seeing this “one thing”….I’m starting to get scared, how could something like this be possible, if I’m supposed to be smiling coz of “my something”….dead!!! (Maybe….just maybe…..coz  “my something” ‘s always unavailable…but still, its not a valid excuse..waahhhh)